I search the stars for answers, for a way, for the path that i am to travel upon. The sun burns my eyes, after sleepless nights, lost, alone, searching the inner books of my mind and soul, for answers. Where did i make a wrong turn, what ifs, what now......
Tormented, by demons, by skeletons of the past. The sword i carry, may not be enough, to return theses beasts to where they belong, anywhere, but in the now. Old Flames burn still, in the dark of night, as the cold shiver of loneliness, creeps through my spine.
Onward i shall travel, no map to guide me, no compass on my side. Just my heart, telling my feet, each step to take. Onward i go, trusting still in the thing, that has ever so much failed me, my heart. Broken and battered, it will heal, over and over again. Stronger each time, the blow lessened, the pain less, the hurt no more.
I will stop along the way, and ask what each path holds ahead, hoping someone, has the wisdom to lead, to guide, to show me the way. But if not, in solitude i shall roam. I shall climb the mountains, cross the ragging rivers, and brave the darkest caves. I will concur the demons, and crush the beasts, of memories past. I will go on, i will survive, i will........

I must

Like you my love, this poem, is one of a kind.
Filled with rhyme and song, and thoughts of mine.
For you made me smile, when the world said frown.
You mad me laugh, when my up’s were down.
The days were dark, the nights were long,
The stars no longer shone, birds sung no song.
The world around, a blur, of broken trust.
A wish for a way for it to end it must.
Then the clouds slowly faded with just a glance,
As the wish came true, came to me by chance.
With the voice of an angel, heart ever so true,
Straight out of a dream, a dream come true.
The moon and the stars now shine again at night,
As I dream so sweetly, of holding you tight.
The sun again rises with the birds beautiful song,
And nothing in my life, will again be wrong.
Time it will Take, to in your arms be.
Till we can laugh together wild and free.
Till our lips can touch, our bodies embrace.
Till I can say I love you , looking into your face.
But wait I shall forever its true.
From here till forever my heart beats for you.
Know this now my darling my dear,
You are my happily ever after, so have no fear.
For the distance between strengthens our heart,
For a love to last a life time, never to part,
For up’s and down’s, for the inn’s and the out’s
For a love so true together no doubt’s.
So take this as a promise, for you from me,
That by your side, till death I shall be,
That always my heart and soul be true,
That till the end of time I will, Love you

Random Thought While Talkin to a Friend

Life leads the way, and sometimes the journey must be taken alone, so move forever forward, and soon there will be company by your side, to enjoy the scenery as you continue on.

Thought for the day

Ahhh, star crossed lovers, is it really so, does fate cross paths of two, who are meant to be, but destine to not. Or is it just that love is an illness, meant to drive the sanest person to the brink of insanity?

Wars have been waged, murders committed, poems written, story's told, all in the name of love. Is it such a great thing, then, to be in love, to feel that pain in your stomach if something is wrong, to go mind over matter crazy thinking of the one, who has stolen your heart. Or is it better to go to life, with the wishes of a child, that fairytale's and happy endings are real, yet never know it for yourself, hence never be broken hearted.

I believe, in both. That being A romantic, and a crazy man in love, go hand and hand, that every heartbreak, leads us one step closer, to our happily ever after. With each day the new sun rises, wish on everything, that your true love will come, and if already there, pray each night that it never leaves. Love yourself, as you do others, live for the day, and for the next, for tomorrow never comes, but it will be the next today. CA "09"

Wonder Why

I don't wonder about things that there are answers to. I wonder about thing just like you. Why does it hurt to have your heart break, or how much pain can a man really take. If i was to die who would come to say fair well, if i was to die, is it heaven or hell. Do wishes on stars ever come true, if you say yes, then what do i need to do. I have looked to the sky night after night, not willing or able to give up the fight. On falling stars and the first star I sight, wishing for answers every night. Alone i lay here at wonder why, every night my heart must cry.