The path i choose

I choose to walk the path that will help me grow. For he who walks that path of least resistance, shall know no strength. I choose then to walk with the struggles foreseen, as well as the ones not. I care not to have clouds or wings upon my feet, easing every step, but wish for chains and weights, attempting to drag me down. I choose to fight the daemons of past mistakes, and wrong turns, over the the chance to dance with fairy's and angels along the way. With out trials, and challenges, strength of will, heart, soul, can not be obtained.
The riches down the golden path are but falsehoods, with no chance at lasting. Yet down the path i choose, lies the greatest wealth known to mankind, that of knowledge, lessons needed to be learned, and the satisfaction of conquest.
No fear is to great to to steer me off my path, no matter the challenge, no matter the obstacle i shall fight on. Weather in solitude, or with guidance and help, this is the path i choose, the path i walk, the path i will concur.
So to you, who walks the path of golden dreams, with fairies harms humming along the way, sunlit and warm, enjoy your short lived happiness. I shall enjoy the fight ahead, knowing in the end, i shall be the one, on top, smiling down upon your broken dreams.

The Kiss

With tender passion, our lips came to be one. With soft and delicate nibbles, and longing moans of pleasure. My hand laid softly upon your cheek, as my tongue parted your waiting smile. In a moment of lust i pull you closer to me, feeling the beat of you heart, as if my own. The fire inside ignites, burning hotter then ever before, as my pulse begins to race. My hands caress the curves of your body, massaging along their path, feeling the warmth of your skin beneath. Fiercely now, our mouths attack one another, in heat, and passion and longing, out body's become one. Motion, like a slow dance, the beat of our hearts mixed with our moans, the beat we dance to. In a moment of ecstasy, it is done, and the longing again begins, for the next time, my lips and yours can be one.

This is my life

This is my Life,
Not a Fairytale.
But it might as well be.
For the glass slipper fit,
Perfectly upon thy foot.

The dragon hath been slain,
With the passion I feel for you.
Your smile is the kiss,
That turned frog to prince,
My words the kiss,
To awaken you,
From poisonous apples slumber,
Of past lovers wrongs.
Forever only happens in story book times,
Happily ever after as well,
Only in nursery rhymes.
But in life and love,
So it be true,
My life, My love
Dill death is for you.

A walk in the clouds

With a smile and a glance,
It all began.
Simple words, into meaningful thoughts,,
A kiss to ignite a flame.
The smell of happiness,
Filling the air,
Like a jasmines bloom.
Rays of sunlight,
Shine down upon my face,
As my smile remains.
Walking now,
With clouds beneath my face,
Stars shine within my eyes,
As the pale moons face,
Smiles like me,
Looking down,
Upon the beauty,
That is you.

And Life Goes On.

Tomorrow shall pass, like the tomorrows before,
The sun will rise, and the moon shall fall,
Rain clouds will pass, flowers still bloom,
And life goes on.

The stars still shine, like a million eyes,
The soft wind still sings, like a song through the trees,
The clouds still the pillows, to rest my dreams upon,
And life goes on.

Time doesn't stop, nor do I,
Forward i go, in solitude,
As each tomorrow comes then goes
And My life goes on.

Random thought 2

If when alone, in the dark, visions of sanctity are found.
Is the darkness then the path, to lead to the light?????

Random though

If in longing, and suffering the pains of solitude,
ones heart finds the piece, to fulfill the void.
Is the love ever so true,
or like a mask,
just hiding what is behind it??

Fairytale come true

I awaken from my sleep with a smile upon my face. For today is the day that happiness comes true. I walk now with the clouds beneath my feet with not a worry nor a care; for soon it will all be the way which I have dreamed a thousand dreams, it would be.
Tables draped in white and gold, with pumpkin center pieces and golden plates. The Candles hang from the trees, leaves strewn about, more and more the dream comes true.
A crisp autumn breeze, flowed through the tree, as soft amber's, browns, and oranges, tint the soon falling leaves. Pillow soft clouds dance across the sky, as the setting sun shines upon you. Like a fairytale princess come to life, walking towards me, I see you for the first time. Lost for words, short for breath, your beauty still amazes me, more each time. Your dress flowing behind you as your hair dances with the breeze, as step by step you draw near.
As you stand beside me, the world disappears, nothing else, no sounds, no visions, just me and you. I take you by the hand; swear to you, my never ending love and devotion, as i slide the ring upon your finger. Sealed with a kiss, to last forever, happily ever after has come true.
Dancing the night away; with our loved ones around. It’s time to say good night. I help you in to the carriage of white, and kiss you ever so soft as we ride out of sight. But forever a smile shall now remain, for when the clock strikes twelve, my princess will remain...


 

Lost Love??

Does the flame of a lost love, ever really die,

Or will it strike back up, if she ever walked by?

Will it burn once again hot, ever so bright,

Or just warm like the springtime sunlight?

Will her beauty remain, the way my memories recalls,

Or disappear like the leaves in the fall?

Could it then be a love to be forever at its best,

Or a love that was better off, left to rest.

Maybe its best if i am never to know,

For losing her again, my hear could not take the blow.

Not your everyday fairytale

WARNING;
If you are easily offended, or have a problem with truth and frank language, do not read on.........



This is not your run of the mill, happily ever after story. This is real mother fucking life. If life is the princess, then the world is the prince, I'm the dragon, and your ass in on fire. Ain't no happy ending for the world on this one. I'm the king now. I will win the battle ahead, with or with out you. Onward i go, me, myself, and mother fucking I. Hate me or love me, watch your step, cause if in my way, run over you will be.

The road to the end is paved in the tears and sorrow of those who look down upon me. Chin held high, arms raised in preparation for the fights that i must partake in. Twice the leaps and bounds will need to be taken, to reach the end of this path, but guess what???? The mountains will crumble at my force, the rivers shall part, and the "hero's who know it all" will fall at my feet as i march on. I will fly with the fallen angels, dig below with the demons, and burn down the cities with the dragons.

The common misconceptions of the world, happiness, love, and joy, no longer matter. All that does is the end game, the path of destruction, the king on the top of the ruble, I..........

Take this as you want, but this is my mission statement to the world, to you, to all who think fail again i will. FUCK YOU, i will win. Your way of life, your thoughts or the way i should be, should go, FUCK it all.

If you at all know me, you will understand that this is my way of saying that i am going to move on, not going to give up, going to do what i have to, to reach my goals now set.

Happiness

If you look to the stars as they glisten at night, you will see happiness. For the sky is nothing more then the eyes of life, the stars mearly wishes waiting to come true.

I search the stars for answers, for a way, for the path that i am to travel upon. The sun burns my eyes, after sleepless nights, lost, alone, searching the inner books of my mind and soul, for answers. Where did i make a wrong turn, what ifs, what now......
Tormented, by demons, by skeletons of the past. The sword i carry, may not be enough, to return theses beasts to where they belong, anywhere, but in the now. Old Flames burn still, in the dark of night, as the cold shiver of loneliness, creeps through my spine.
Onward i shall travel, no map to guide me, no compass on my side. Just my heart, telling my feet, each step to take. Onward i go, trusting still in the thing, that has ever so much failed me, my heart. Broken and battered, it will heal, over and over again. Stronger each time, the blow lessened, the pain less, the hurt no more.
I will stop along the way, and ask what each path holds ahead, hoping someone, has the wisdom to lead, to guide, to show me the way. But if not, in solitude i shall roam. I shall climb the mountains, cross the ragging rivers, and brave the darkest caves. I will concur the demons, and crush the beasts, of memories past. I will go on, i will survive, i will........

I must

Like you my love, this poem, is one of a kind.
Filled with rhyme and song, and thoughts of mine.
For you made me smile, when the world said frown.
You mad me laugh, when my up’s were down.
The days were dark, the nights were long,
The stars no longer shone, birds sung no song.
The world around, a blur, of broken trust.
A wish for a way for it to end it must.
Then the clouds slowly faded with just a glance,
As the wish came true, came to me by chance.
With the voice of an angel, heart ever so true,
Straight out of a dream, a dream come true.
The moon and the stars now shine again at night,
As I dream so sweetly, of holding you tight.
The sun again rises with the birds beautiful song,
And nothing in my life, will again be wrong.
Time it will Take, to in your arms be.
Till we can laugh together wild and free.
Till our lips can touch, our bodies embrace.
Till I can say I love you , looking into your face.
But wait I shall forever its true.
From here till forever my heart beats for you.
Know this now my darling my dear,
You are my happily ever after, so have no fear.
For the distance between strengthens our heart,
For a love to last a life time, never to part,
For up’s and down’s, for the inn’s and the out’s
For a love so true together no doubt’s.
So take this as a promise, for you from me,
That by your side, till death I shall be,
That always my heart and soul be true,
That till the end of time I will, Love you

Random Thought While Talkin to a Friend

Life leads the way, and sometimes the journey must be taken alone, so move forever forward, and soon there will be company by your side, to enjoy the scenery as you continue on.

Thought for the day

Ahhh, star crossed lovers, is it really so, does fate cross paths of two, who are meant to be, but destine to not. Or is it just that love is an illness, meant to drive the sanest person to the brink of insanity?

Wars have been waged, murders committed, poems written, story's told, all in the name of love. Is it such a great thing, then, to be in love, to feel that pain in your stomach if something is wrong, to go mind over matter crazy thinking of the one, who has stolen your heart. Or is it better to go to life, with the wishes of a child, that fairytale's and happy endings are real, yet never know it for yourself, hence never be broken hearted.

I believe, in both. That being A romantic, and a crazy man in love, go hand and hand, that every heartbreak, leads us one step closer, to our happily ever after. With each day the new sun rises, wish on everything, that your true love will come, and if already there, pray each night that it never leaves. Love yourself, as you do others, live for the day, and for the next, for tomorrow never comes, but it will be the next today. CA "09"

Wonder Why

I don't wonder about things that there are answers to. I wonder about thing just like you. Why does it hurt to have your heart break, or how much pain can a man really take. If i was to die who would come to say fair well, if i was to die, is it heaven or hell. Do wishes on stars ever come true, if you say yes, then what do i need to do. I have looked to the sky night after night, not willing or able to give up the fight. On falling stars and the first star I sight, wishing for answers every night. Alone i lay here at wonder why, every night my heart must cry.

The sweetest pain

The Sweetest pain I’ll ever feel,
Is from knowing that this is real.
From knowing forever can be true,
That happily-ever-after, i will be with you.
Missing you more, each moment away.
Wanting more each night, to in your arms lay.
To kiss you soft at every passing chance,
To see your smile, without my longing glance.
It hurts so good, to feel the way i do
A pain forever I’ll bare, to be in love with you.

You

Your eyes are the sun in my sky

Your tears the rain falling down

Your heart my world

Your breath is the wind blowing on my face,

with the sweet sent of flowers

Your hands on my skin,

the warmth to unchill my soul

I can feel you in the air,

like a storm on the horizon,

I feel you coming to me

Soon your love will crash upon me,

Like a wave

Engulfing my heart and soul

With a shield of happiness

Pleasure

And

True love

Declaration

This is the start of the rest of my life, the beginning of the end of the rest of my life.Then along the road I shall travel, in solitude. No map to lead the way, no weapons to protect me, no light to shine upon the path. Wish me luck, as I journey to the future, lost, broken hearted, and alone . The mountains will be high, the rivers deep, but I will push on . Goodbye for now my love. With a kiss and the hopes that the path will lead me back to you and not to my grave.I will find sanity in the insanity of everyday life, i will find happiness and joy, amidst the pain and strife. The sun will set and rise the same, with nothing to stop it, nothing to blame. I forgive my sins, and learn from the past, continue on, no matter how long this does last. The end will come, i hope sooner then not, and that along the way hope i will not be forgot.This is my declaration to all who may care, to all those at the end that still maybe there. I will succeed, i will concur this test. In the end proving myself better than the rest. But if i should fail, get lost along the way. Worry not about me, move on to another day. I am not worth your wait, your time or your tears, i am not worth your sorrow, pain or fears. I am just a man, with something to prove, and more than life left to lose.