And I thought.....

And I thought you were the one....

Every day that passes, should feel like closer to forever. Yet, it feels like further away.

With every question my mind asks, the answers found, not to be what i hoped,

I wonder why i even try. Lies, and deceit, No longer can i trust, nor believe.

The one for me, my fairytale love, my happily-ever-after, is nothing more then another chapter,

in the nightmare. Night after night, haunted with visions, with dreams of the love i long for,

the love I desire, for you. But dreams only come true in fairytales, and fairytale, this is not.

And i thought you were the one...... But i guess i was wrong. I guess the one is stuck forever, in the dreams I dream. Stuck forever in my heart, but not in my arms. Why must love be so cruel, why must my heart long for something, someone, it can never have. Why oh why, did i think you were the one?????

The path i choose

I choose to walk the path that will help me grow. For he who walks that path of least resistance, shall know no strength. I choose then to walk with the struggles foreseen, as well as the ones not. I care not to have clouds or wings upon my feet, easing every step, but wish for chains and weights, attempting to drag me down. I choose to fight the daemons of past mistakes, and wrong turns, over the the chance to dance with fairy's and angels along the way. With out trials, and challenges, strength of will, heart, soul, can not be obtained.
The riches down the golden path are but falsehoods, with no chance at lasting. Yet down the path i choose, lies the greatest wealth known to mankind, that of knowledge, lessons needed to be learned, and the satisfaction of conquest.
No fear is to great to to steer me off my path, no matter the challenge, no matter the obstacle i shall fight on. Weather in solitude, or with guidance and help, this is the path i choose, the path i walk, the path i will concur.
So to you, who walks the path of golden dreams, with fairies harms humming along the way, sunlit and warm, enjoy your short lived happiness. I shall enjoy the fight ahead, knowing in the end, i shall be the one, on top, smiling down upon your broken dreams.

The Kiss

With tender passion, our lips came to be one. With soft and delicate nibbles, and longing moans of pleasure. My hand laid softly upon your cheek, as my tongue parted your waiting smile. In a moment of lust i pull you closer to me, feeling the beat of you heart, as if my own. The fire inside ignites, burning hotter then ever before, as my pulse begins to race. My hands caress the curves of your body, massaging along their path, feeling the warmth of your skin beneath. Fiercely now, our mouths attack one another, in heat, and passion and longing, out body's become one. Motion, like a slow dance, the beat of our hearts mixed with our moans, the beat we dance to. In a moment of ecstasy, it is done, and the longing again begins, for the next time, my lips and yours can be one.

This is my life

This is my Life,
Not a Fairytale.
But it might as well be.
For the glass slipper fit,
Perfectly upon thy foot.

The dragon hath been slain,
With the passion I feel for you.
Your smile is the kiss,
That turned frog to prince,
My words the kiss,
To awaken you,
From poisonous apples slumber,
Of past lovers wrongs.
Forever only happens in story book times,
Happily ever after as well,
Only in nursery rhymes.
But in life and love,
So it be true,
My life, My love
Dill death is for you.

A walk in the clouds

With a smile and a glance,
It all began.
Simple words, into meaningful thoughts,,
A kiss to ignite a flame.
The smell of happiness,
Filling the air,
Like a jasmines bloom.
Rays of sunlight,
Shine down upon my face,
As my smile remains.
Walking now,
With clouds beneath my face,
Stars shine within my eyes,
As the pale moons face,
Smiles like me,
Looking down,
Upon the beauty,
That is you.